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الثلاثاء، 19 سبتمبر 2006

SHORT-LISTED!!!

official: hey..may i speak to ming jie?
me: speaking..may i know who's this calling?
official: i'm from the aids marketing challenge and i would like to inform you that your team has been short-listed..
me, calmly : oh..


lol..e above is a dialogue from a phone call i received this afternoon..actually, i received 3 missed calls from them earlier but i was sleeping at that time..lol..luckily, they did call back..they could have just chosen another team instead..

well, e key point in this entry is that our team, AIDS Aid, has been short-listed for the marketing challenge! WOW! however, this marks only the beginning of the road ahead..it's going to be tough..

nonetheless, i would like to thank the following people for their contributions up to this point of time: zhu zheng, mingjun, harris, wei jie, khee onn, shu xian and gang, henry and mr jonas lee..

without you guys and gals, we wouldn't have come so far..it's not really that far but it does seem far..ok, my english sucks..lol..=p

as for my team members, there is something that i wanna tell u people but i cant really do it face to face..i know that you people have your personal commitments in your life..2 of you are involved in the IMF and it must be busy for you guys..that's why i didn't want to give you much work as it will only be more stressful to you..when the IMF thing is done with, lets work in a team ya? =D i just recalled something, the team members haven't even met each other yet! lol..rather amazing that we got to this stage when the team members haven't seen the faces of one another yet..since we have already come this far, lets give it our best shot and win this whole challenge! ha..=D

الاثنين، 11 سبتمبر 2006

It Hurts...

in case you might be thinking whether this is another "lovey" post, i assure you that there's nothing of tt sort..

this few days, im on e verge of a mental breakdown..seriously, i think i might just go bonkers any moment..my head hurts so much that i feel like racking my brains out of its skull..thoughts, thoughts and MORE THOUGHTS!!! FUCK IT! people always ask me not to think so much or limit my thoughts..they thought i was stupid because i often think too much and create troubles for myself..now, i'm going to repeat myself again..IF I COULD FUCKING CONTROL THE FREQUENCY OF THOUGHTS, I WOULD HAVE DONE SO ALREADY!

infinite voices are screaming in my mind every now and then..they're irritating me! but i cant do a damn thing about it..everytime i tried, e success was short-lived..im really going berserk..whenever there's a wall in front of me, i just feel like crashing my head into it..i wanna end this pain..i dont wanna suffer anymore..

maybe i should consult a psychiatrist soon..i really cant take this anymore..all the negativite feelings are bottling up inside me..hatred, anger, irrtated, frustrated, etc..

i'm going to defeat the devil inside me, all by myself..while i'm fighting, i dont want any comment or interference from anyone..if i lost the battle, please wake me up..

الثلاثاء، 5 سبتمبر 2006

Simply Bored

just took a peek at e blog of my junior..ha..apparently, she has a dream of being a professional dancer..from the comments she gets from others, i guess she's really good at it.ha..i hope she succeeds though im 99% confident that she wont see this..while im typing this, ppl out there will be thinking: man, this guy is really bias..he only wishes her success even though i'm also a dancer and know him better than this junior here..

ha..yup, im bias..and im proud to be bias..=D at least when im bias, my thoughts and words are true and sincere, unlike some fucking hypocrites out there..HEAR THAT, PEOPLE?

last sun n mon, i went to my class chalet..which class? of course TB11 la..lol..not that 4p1 peanutz are forgotten but most of them are in jc so our chalet should be in e december ba..ha..what bout 206? i've been in that class? oops..i forgot..

back to e chalet thingy..how was the chalet? well, it's quite nice..however, i'm not..i was a total asshole, wrecking places and people upside down..but i dont feel guilty..tts my godamn nature..im not gg to lie but i was fucking pissed on e 2nd day..don ask me y, just quit it..im nt gg to reveal anything..

some words are better left unspoken, and some memories are better left forgotten..

ask everyone who knows me better out there and you know im not the kind that goes angry or pissed easily..at times, perhaps i do get pissed a little at times..but to get me into a serious fucked-up mood, it's got to be something serious..just in case you dont know, when im pissed, i just let everything go loose..i dont give a damn what others think, feel or are going react..i dont leave e tiniest space for anyone's feelings in my world at that moment..im totally heartless when i get fucked up..just leave me alone and dont mess with me..if not, i'll be screwing you..for god's sake, im a musician and i have my own strong emotions..in my case, my emotions play a major part in my life..and just because im always smiling at you or doing stupid things, that doesnt mean i dont have a temper..like any other musician, i do have a horrible and destructive one..

enough of the rantings, some people should have already gotten pissed upon reading to this point of my entry..actually, you should feel piss..since i pissed u off, u should feel pissed at me, right? if you dont, perhaps you're one weird guy or gal..ha..feel like giving me a punch, come to my block and we shall beat the shit out of each other..wouldnt that spell fun? lol..

the best thing about the chalet: sun-tanning at the pool with sim seng..ha..

السبت، 2 سبتمبر 2006

I'm Getting a Tagboard

i guess e majority of ppl out dere juz prefer to post their opinions on tagboard instead of e comments section..so, im getting one..ha..but before you actually see one popping out on my site, can someone kindly teach me how to "add" a tagboard? sorry for being dumb..ha..=p

15th of september will be a really memorable day for me..1stly, it's e due submission date for my aids marketing proposal..2ndly, it's my piano grade 8 practical exams..3rdly, the results for my exams will be released on that day..seriously, i hate that day..however, deep within me, i can feel the tingles of excitement..ha..just bring it on, 15th sep!!!

oh ya, if you're wondering why my entries are so essay-styled, here are my reasons.. i want to type in better english so that i can improve on my langauge since im not taking GP..ha..since i'm in polytechnic, i muz be self-oriented and -disciplined enough to monitor my command on my two core languages: english and chinese..i'm really attracted to the idea of learning a 3rd language..however, i feel that i shouldn't be learning a 3rd language now because i still cant handle my languages well enough yet..ha..another reason to why i type in such a manner is beacuse i feel more comfortable communicating this way..

tomorrow, i'll be going to my class chalet..ha..to be honest, i'm afraid that i might still be concentrating on work even when i reach sentosa..even today, my mind was so pre-occupied with work that i couldnt seem to relax when my classmates and i were shopping for the necessary stuff for e chalet..

God Bless Me.





oops..
im a free thinker..ha..=p

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