Why Am I Still So Affected?

Please!!! Free me from her grasp..

it's already been a year and a half, 456 days..isn't it enough already? i know i'm a sinner who deserved to be punished but i've really been through a lot..erase her from my memories please..

a few hours ago, i've pissed many people off..i wanted to apologize..but will anyone accept my apologies even if i mean it sincerely? well, perhaps i know the reason to why they wont forgive me..i'm a big fucker, right?

you are not the one at fault..i am..

i couldn't control my emotions n let them take control of me..im such an asshole..

you were right to leave me..

I'M A BASTARD!!!

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It's Been A While

today, i was introduced to a cute girl through my friend because of my current marketing campaign..i could not remember her name, but i would never forget her sweet smile..it was a sign of affection, not for me, but for my dear friend..however, i guess he didnt realize how she felt..in his warm but ignorant eyes, she's always been his friend and will continue to be one in future..love was forbidden for her, as my friend has already been attached..

in the afternoon, the 3 of us met up with his girlfriend..she struggeld within herself and tried to keep the smile on..i guess his girlfriend did notice what was going on afterall..as the couple continue with their sweet acts, she couldn't keep her smile up any longer..her eyes looked tired, with a hint of jealousy and misery..at that moment, i could actually feel the loneliness in her..the only thought that crossed my mind was: can i put that smile back on her face?

even the strongest individuals can crumble..she really did remind me of you because both of you are so similar..the same cheerfulness, the same smile, the same gaze, the same way of speaking and even the same cheeks..


im looking forward to meeting her tomorrow,
looking forward to seeing her smile,
again..

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