This Holidays

this two weeks have been rather meaningful, if you completely put aside studies and camps. haha. i have my dumb partner around me almost everyday, trying to search for solutions to shed that extra pound of flesh. she's not as fat as a pig la. she's just a slim lady, trying to get even slimmer. sometimes i wonder, why doesn't she try to get any taller? i guess that might be a greater help. haha. i think she's going to kill me for saying this publicly. =x

i've practically been slacking around all the time, constantly wondering whether it was the right decision to get out of bed in the morning. my body seems to be changing slowly. i'm becoming a parasite. if u ever see a slimy creature trying to crawl into school, that's me.

there are also some ups and downs in this holidays. probably it's too serious to consider them as downs. more of confusion and searching for faith from within. i guess everything will be fine soon, even if it takes months. no matter how tough life gets, we just have to smile and face our troubles.


smile, will you? =)

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I came to realize

Last night, i attended the sentio dance concert. it was really v v nice. haha. all the traditional dances had taken a modern n contemporary approach. an unfamiliar yet captivating touch of vibrancy and flow was being injected into the series of dance moves. it's no wonder why they are among the best in singapore. haha.

however, the night was much more complicated. perhaps it wasn't the night but my mind. thoughts just rushed in and i begin to see the trailers of certain parts of my life, particularly within the past year. for once, reality shook me hard. i couldn't help but ask ask myself: why have i even forgotten what is my motivation to be a better person when it's so close to me?

tonight marks the beginning of a new chapter. I've rediscovered my reason and this time round, nothing will be able to stop me. I'll do anything in exchange for it. let's begin with "CONFIDENCE". haha.


Not forgetting, SOMEONE close to me has been quite troubled recently. dumb partner, if the STARS only bring back miserable memories, remember: the MOON will always be there for you, lighting up your night. =D

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